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    Monday, January 3rd, 2011
    10:23 am
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    "No!" Annmarie cried"She's awake! Awake and
    aware! She's asking for you! Can you come?"
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    "Right away," he said, and turned to me, grinning
    "Do you hear that, Edgar? Come on!" He paused
    "What are you looking at?"
    "These," I said, and held out the two pictures of
    Eastlake in his bathing dress: the one where he
    was surrounded by all his cartier love daughters, and the one
    taken two years later, where he was flanked by
    just Maria and Hannah
    "Never mind em now - didn't you hear her? Miss
    Eastlake is back!" He booked for the doorI
    dropped his folder on the library table and
    followed himI had made the connection - but only
    because I'd spent the last few months cultivating
    the art of seeingCultivating it strenuouslyHe'd gone the length gucci boston bag of the
    dogtrot and was halfway up the staircaseI was
    limping as fast as I could and he was still
    pulling awayHe waited for me, not very patiently
    "Who told him the debris field was there?"
    "Eastlake? I assume he stumbled on it while
    pursuing his diving hobby
    "I don't think so - he hadn't been in that bathing
    suit for a long timeDiving and snorkeling may
    have been his hobby in the messenger bag prada early twenties, but I
    670
    think that around 1925, eating dinner became his
    chief diversionSo who told him?"
    Annmarie came out of a door near the end of the
    hallThere was a goofy, unbelieving grin on her
    face that made her look half her forty years
    "Is she-"
    "She is," came Elizabeth's cracked but
    unmistakable voice"Come in here, Wireman, and
    let me see your face while I still know balenciaga replica it
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    I lingered in the hall with Annmarie, not sure
    what to do, looking at the knickknacks and the big
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    poniesThen Wireman called for meHis voice was
    impatient and rough with tearsThe shades had all been drawn
    Air conditioning whispered through a vent
    somewhere above usThere was a table next to her
    bed with a lamp on itThe shade was green purse logo gl
    Sunday, January 2nd, 2011
    10:23 am
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    It is that same fear, the rolex ladies watch fear of ostracism that causes people to conform and not question commonly accepted opinions or popular trends "Your home is an asset "Get a bill consolidation loan and get out of debt "Someday I'll be a vice president "When ! get a raise, I'll buy us a bigger house "Mutual funds are safe "Tickle Me Elmo dolls are out of stock, but I just happen to have one in back that another customer has not come by for yet
    Many omega pocket watch great financial problems are caused by going along with the crowd and trying to keep up with the Joneses Occasionally, we all need to look in the mirror and be true to our inner wisdom rather than our fears
    By the time Mike and I were 16 years old, we began to have problems in schoolWe just began to separate from the crowdWe worked for Mike's dad after school and on the weekends Mike and I often spent hours after rolex oyster perpetual daytona work just sitting at a table with his dad while he held meetings with his bankers, attorneys, accountants, brokers, investors, managers and employeesHere was a man who had left school at the age of 13, now directing, instructing, ordering and asking questions of educated peopleThey came at his beck and call, and cringed when he did not approve of them
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    Mike and I learned more sitting at his meetings than we did in all our years of school, college includedMike's dad was not school educated, but he was financially educated and successful as a vintage hermes re
    Saturday, January 1st, 2011
    10:30 am
    @@@@@well, you know, jealous?" He spoke very
    @@@@@well, you know, jealous?" He spoke very softly so that Brown could not hear them
    "Jealous? No, I can't say I ever do," Goldstein said with finalityHe had an inkling of what was bothering Stanley, and automatically he tried to soothe him"Listen," he said, "I've never had the pleasure of meeting your wife, but you don't have to worry about herThese fellows that are always talking about women that way, they don't know any betterThey've fooled around so much Goldstein had a perception"Listen, if you ever notice, it's always the ones who go around with a lot of, well, loose women who get so jealousIt's because they don't trust themselves But this didn't satisfy Stanley"I don't know, I guess it's just being stuck out here in the Pacific with nothing to doListen, you've got nothing to worry aboutYour wife loves you, doesn't she? Well, that's all you got to think aboutA decent woman who loves a man doesn't do anything she shouldn't doshe's got a kid," Stanley agreed"A mother wouldn't fool around His wife seemed very abstract to him at the momentHe thought of her as "she," as "x Still he was relieved by what Goldstein had said"She's young, but you know she made a good wife, she was seriouscute the way she took up responsibilities He chuckled, deciding instinctively to salve all the sore spots of his mind"You know we had a lot of trouble on our marriage nightOf course we worked it out later but things weren't so good that first night
    "Oh, everybody has that probl
    Friday, December 31st, 2010
    10:31 am
    @@@@@")Tis the name Gerald gave hisplantation,
    @@@@@")Tis the
    name
    Gerald gave hisplantation, Uncle James
    The old man laughed until it made him cough"That Gerald," he said
    when he could speak again, "for a small bit of a man, he always did
    have a high opinion of himself!" Scarlett stiffenedNo one was going
    to make fun of her Pa, not even his brotherColum spoke very softly
    to
    her"Whist, now, he means no insultI'll explain it all later
    And so he did, when he was escorting her to her grandfather's house
    "Tara is a magical word to all us Irish, Scarlett, and a magical
    place
    It was the center of all Ireland, the home of the High KingsBefore
    there was a Rome, or an Athens, far, far back when the world was
    young
    and hopeful, there ruled in Ireland great Kings who were as fair and
    beauteous as the sunThey passed laws of great wisdom and gave
    shelter and riches to poets
    And they were brave giants of men who punished wrong with fearful
    wrath
    and fought the enemies of truth and beauty and Ireland with
    blood-gouted swords and stainless heartsFor hundreds and
    thousands
    of years they ruled their sweet green island, and there was music
    throughout the landFive roads led to the hill of Tara from every
    corner of the country, and every third year did all the people come to
    feast in the banquet hall and hear the poets sing
    This is not a story only, but a great truth for all the histories of
    other lands record it, and the sad words of the end are written in the
    great books of the monasteries'In the Year of Our Lord five hundred
    fifty and four was held the last feast of Tara" Colum's voice faded
    slowly on the last word, and Scarlett felt her eyes stingShe was
    spellbound by his story and hisvoIceThey walked on in silence for a
    whileThen Colum said, "It was a noble dream your father had to
    build
    a new Tara in this new world of AmericaHe must have been a fine
    man
    indeed
    I loved him very much
    "When next I go to Tara, I'll think of him and of his daughter I
    "When next you go? Do you mean it's still there? It's a real
    place?"
    "As real as the road beneath our fee
    Thursday, December 30th, 2010
    10:23 am
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    “Well done,” he whispered to her, knowing that she could not hear himThe human girl was
    the one with ears, and she still slept soundly
    It was a routine matter to finish the jobHe cleaned and healed the wound, applied the salve
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    “Perfect, as usual,” said the assistant, who, for some reason unfathomable to Fords, had never
    made a change from his human host's name, Darren“I regret this day's work
    “You're only doing your duty as a Healer
    “This is the rare occasion when Healing creates an injury
    Darren began chanel bag classic to clean up the workstationHe didn't seem to know how to answerFords was
    filling his CallingThat was enough for Darren
    But not enough for Fords Deep Waters, who was a true Healer to the core of his beingHe
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    As he leaned over the human and whispered in her ear, Fords wished fervently that the soul
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    “Good luck, little wanderer, good luckHow I wish you didn't need it
    CHAPTER 1
    Remembered
    Iknew it would begin with the end, and the end would look like death to these eyes
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    Wednesday, December 29th, 2010
    10:23 am
    @@@@@Then she giggled, and a stone rolled off
    @@@@@Then she giggled, and a stone rolled off my
    heart"But I sent it UPS, and I insured it Her feet were in the
    water and she kicked them slowly back and forth
    "Carson doesn't want it to be, so he saysI'm not
    sure I do, eitherAt least not without seeing how
    we do face to faceThe phone or e-mail really
    isn't the way to talk something like this out
    Plus, I want to see if the attraction is still
    there, and if so, how much She glanced sideways,
    a little anxiously"That doesn't gross you out,
    does it?"
    "No, honey
    765
    "Can I ask you something?"
    "Yes
    "How many second chances did you give Mom?"
    I smiled"Over the course of the marriage? I'd
    say two hundred or so
    "And how many did she give you?"
    "About the same"I can't ask you
    that
    I looked at the pool, aware of a very middle-class
    flush rising in my cheeks"Since we're having
    this discussion at six in the morning and not even
    the pool boy's here yet, and since I think I know
    what your problem with Carson Jones is, you can
    askBut if I'm
    dead honest, I have to say that was more luck than
    stone-ass righteousnessThere were times when I
    came close, and once when it was probably only
    luck or fate or providence that kept it from
    happeningI don't think the marriage would have
    ended if thethe accident had happened, I think
    there are worse offenses against a partner, but
    they don't call it cheating for nothingOne slip
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    can be excused as human fallibilityTwo can be
    excused as human frailtyAfter that-" I shrugged
    "He says it was just o
    Monday, December 27th, 2010
    10:23 am
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    I asked Richard if his neighbor was an investor When I asked why he listened to him, Richard got defensive and simply said he wanted to keep looking
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    Sunday, December 26th, 2010
    10:31 am
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    They crawled away, and several minutes later Croft heard them firing behind him"Come on," he whispered to Gallagher and RothThey started off, sliding on their bellies for the first fifty feet and then running from a crouched positionRoth gucci backpack caught a glimpse of Hearn as he crawled by, and for an instant his legs went weak and he gasped rather emptily It passed through him in a bout of faintness, and then he began crawling and then running"Terrible," he muttered
    Croft joined the others behind the hill"All right, men, let's haul assWe're gonna head right along next to the cliffs, and we ain't gonna hang around for no one He took the gucci women watch lead in the column and they moved out rapidly, jogging for several hundred yards at a time before slowing to a walk, and then after a few paces beginning to trot againIn an hour they moved five miles over the hills and through the tall grass, never pausing, never slowing down for the stragglers
    Roth forgot quickly about the Lieutenant, as did the othersThe shock of the second ambush was zucca fendi bag blunted in the rigors of their retreatThey thought of nothing but the breathless clamor in their chests, the trembling of their overworked legsWhen Croft finally called a halt they flopped on the ground numbly, not even caring if the Japs were pursuing themAt that moment if they had been attacked they would probably have lain there dumb
    Croft alone was standingHe spoke slowly, his chest heaving, chanel earrings logo but his speech distinct"We're gonna take a little break He stared disdainfully at them, noting the stupor with which they listened to him"Since you men are all so goddam pooped, I'll stand guard Most of them had hardly heard him, and those who did gathered no sense from his wordsThey just lay there passive
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    Saturday, December 25th, 2010
    10:31 am
    @@@@@Scarlett only picked at the cheese toast and
    @@@@@Scarlett only picked at the cheese toast and potato soup
    they
    had for supper"Oof," Maureen groaned when
    the
    kitchen was tidy again"I'm going to take my old bones to bed early
    tonightSitting on the ground all those hours has me stiff as a plow
    handleYou, too, Mary Kate and HelenTomorrow's a school day
    Scarlett felt stiff, tooShe stretched in front of the fire"Good
    night," she said"Stay a bit," Colum said, "while I finish my pipe
    Jamie's yawning so, I can tell he's about to abandon me Scarlett
    took a chair across from Colum's, and Jamie patted her head on his
    way
    to the stairsColum drew on hispipe
    The smell of the tobacco was sweetly acrid"A glowing hearth is good
    for talking by," he said after a while"What's on your mind and your
    heart, Scarlett?" She sighed deeply"I don't know what to do about
    Rhett, ColumI'm afraid I might have ruined everything
    The kitchen was warm and dimly lit, the perfect setting for opening her
    heartIn addition, Scarlett had a muddled notion that, because Colum
    was a priest, everything she told him would be kept secret from the
    rest of the family, as if she were confessing in the cramped little
    closed booth in the churchShe started from the beginning, with the
    truth about her marriage"I didn't love him, at least I didn't know
    it if I didI was in love with someone elseAnd then, when I knew
    it was Rhett I loved, he didn't love me any moreThat's what he said,
    anyho
    Friday, December 24th, 2010
    10:23 am
    @@@@@ Something big flies into my back, and I go
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    Something big flies into my back, and I go downI taste dirt in my mouth, and I'm pinned by
    something so heavy I can hardly breathe
    He shifts his weight and rolls me overHe straddles my chest, trapping my arms under his legs
    He is squishing my foodI growl and try to squirm out from under him
    “Look, look, look!” he saysHe pulls a small cylinder from his hip pocket and twists the topA
    beam of light shoots out the end
    He turns the flashlight on his face
    The light makes his skin yellowIt shows prominent cheekbones beside a long thin nose and a
    sharply squared-off jawHis lips are stretched into a grin, but I can see that they are full, for a
    manHis eyebrows and lashes are bleached out from sun
    But that's not what he is showing me
    His eyes, clear liquid sienna in the illumination, shine with no more than human reflectionHe
    bounces the light between left and right
    “See? See? I'm just like you
    “Let me see your neck Suspicion is thick in my voiceI don't let myself believe that this is
    more than a trickI don't understand the point of the charade, but I'm sure there is oneThere is
    no hope anymore“Well… That won't exactly help anythingAren't the eyes enough? You know
    I'm not one of th
    Thursday, December 23rd, 2010
    10:23 am
    @@@@@Here the elements had washed the tar away
    @@@@@Here the elements had washed the tar
    away completely and the end of the road was only a
    rutty memory, but it was good enough for the
    Mercedes, which jounced and bucketed up a long
    hill toward two stone pillarsA great unruly
    hedge, easily eighteen feet high and God knew how
    thick, ran away from the pillars on either side;
    it had also begun to spread fat green fingers down
    the hill toward the jungle growthThere were
    gates, but they stood rusty and halfway openI
    didn't think the Mercedes would quite fit
    This last stretch of road was flanked on both
    sides by ancient Australian pines of imposing
    heightI looked for upside-down birds and saw
    noneI saw none of the rightside-up variety,
    either, for that matter, although I could now hear
    the faint buzz of insects
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    Jack stopped at the gate and looked at us
    apologetically"This old girl ain't fitting
    through thatWireman paused to look at the ancient,
    lichen-encrusted plaques fixed to the pillarsThe
    one on the left said HERON'S ROOSTThe one on the
    right said EASTLAKE, but below it something else
    had been scratched, as if with the point of a
    knifeOnce it might have been hard to read, but
    the lichen growing from the little cuts gouged in
    the metal made it stand out: Abyssus abyssum
    invocat
    "Any idea what that means?" I asked WiremanIt's a warning often given to new
    lawyers after they pass their bar examsThe
    liberal translation is 'One misstep leads to
    another' The literal translation is 'Hell invokes
    Hell'" He looked at me bleakly, then back at the
    message below the family name"I have an idea
    that might have been John Eastlake's final verdict
    before leaving this version of Heron's Roost
    forever
    Jack reached out to touch the jagged motto, then
    seemed to think better of it
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    Wireman did it for him"The verdict, gentlemen
    and rendered in the law's own language
    Sunset at 7:15, give or take, and daylight's a
    fleeting thingWe take turns with the picnic
    bas
    Wednesday, December 22nd, 2010
    10:33 am
    @@@@@She would rather, perhaps, have been obliged
    @@@@@She would rather, perhaps, have been obliged to some other
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    personBut this was an unworthy feelingMiss Crawford had anticipated
    her wants with a kindness which proved her a real friend
    “When I wear this necklace I shall always think of you,” said she,
    “and feel how very kind you were
    “You must think of somebody else too, when you wear that necklace,”
    replied Miss Crawford“You must think of Henry, for it was
    his choice in the first placeHe gave it to me, and with the necklace
    I make over to you all the duty of remembering the original giverIt
    is to be a family remembrancerThe sister is not to be in your mind
    without bringing the brother too
    Fanny, in great astonishment and confusion, would have returned
    the present instantlyTo take what had been the gift of another
    person, of a brother too, impossible! it must not be! and with an
    eagerness and embarrassment quite diverting to her companion, she
    laid down the necklace again on its cotton, and seemed resolved
    either to take another or none at allMiss Crawford thought she
    had never seen a prettier consciousness“My dear child,” said she,
    laughing, “what are you afraid of? Do you think Henry will claim
    the necklace as mine, and fancy you did not come honestly by it? or
    are you imagining he would be too much flattered by seeing round
    your lovely throat an ornament which his money purchased three
    years ago, before he knew there was such a throat in the world? or
    perhaps”—looking archly—”you suspect a confederacy between us,
    and that what I am now doing is with his knowledge and at his
    desire?”
    With the deepest blushes Fanny protested against such a thought
    “Well, then,” replied Miss Crawford more seriously, but without
    at all believing her, “to convince me that you suspect no trick, and
    are as unsuspicious of compliment as I have always found you, take
    the necklace and say no more about itIts being a gift of my brother’s
    need not make the smallest difference in your accepting it, as I assure
    you it makes none in my willingness to part with itHe is
    always giving me something or otherI have such innumerable presents
    from him that it is quite impossible for me to value or for him
    to remember halfAnd as for this necklace, I do not suppose I have
    worn it six times: it is very pretty, but I never think of it; and though
    you would be most heartily welcome to any other in my trinket225
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    box, you have happened to fix on the very one which, if I have a
    choice, I would rather part with and see in your possession than any
    otherSay no more against it, I entreat youSuch a trifle is not
    worth half so many words
    Fanny dared not make any farther opposition; and with renewed
    but less happy thanks accepted the necklace again, for there was an
    expression in Miss Crawford’s eyes which she could not be satisfied
    with
    It was impossible for her to be insensible of MrCrawford’s change
    of mannersHe evidently tried to please her:
    he was gallant, he was attentive, he was something like what he had
    been to her cousins: he wanted, she supposed, to cheat her of her
    tranquillity as he had cheated them; and whether he might not have
    some concern in this necklace—she could not be convinced that he
    had not, for Miss Crawford, complaisant as a sister, was careless as a
    woman and a friend
    Reflecting and doubting, and feeling that the possession of what she
    had so much wished for did not bring much satisfaction, she now walked
    home again, with a change rather than a diminution of cares since her
    treading that path be
    Sunday, December 19th, 2010
    10:30 am
    @@@@@ “You said local inquiries what about that
    @@@@@
    “You said local inquiries what about that world outside? Has there been anything from it?”
    “There will be but not about here, not about TranquilityMontserrat, yes, and the news will get a
    column in the London Times and maybe an inch in the New York and Washington papers, but I
    don’t think it’ll touch us
    “Stop being so cryptic
    “Say whatever you like, John,” broke in the doctor“I’m just about finished, so I’m not paying
    much attention, and even if I heard you, I’m entitled to
    “I’ll make it brief,” said StJacques, walking to the right of the chair“The Crown governor,” he
    continued“You were right, at least I have to assume you were right
    “Why?”
    “The news came in while you were getting cleaned upThe CG’s boat was found smashed on
    one of the nastier reefs off Antigua, halfway to BarbudaThere was no sign of survivorsPlymouth
    assumes it was one of those whipsaw squalls that can come out of south Nevis, but it’s hard to
    swallowNot a squall necessarily, but the circumstances
    “Which were?”
    Robert Ludlum ?? THE BOURNE ULTIMATUM
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    “His usual two crewmen weren’t with himHe dismissed them at the yacht club, saying he
    wanted to take the boat out by himself, yet he told Henry he was going out for the running big
    fish—”
    “Which means he would’ve had to have a crew,” interrupted the Canadian physician
    “Yes, he would’ve,” agreed the owner of Tranquility Inn“You can’t fish the big fellas and
    skipper a boat at the same time—at least the CG couldn’tHe was afraid to take his eyes off the
    charts
    “But he could read them, couldn’t he?” asked Jason“The charts?”
    “As a navigator, he was no Captain Bligh sailing by the Pacific stars, but he was good enough to
    stay out of trouble
    “He was told to go out alone,” said Bourne“Ordered to rendezvous with a boat in waters that
    called for him to really keep his eyes on the charts Jason suddenly realized that the doctor’s
    nimble fingers were no longer touching his neck; instead, there was the constricting bandage and
    the physician was standing beside him looking
    Saturday, December 18th, 2010
    10:26 am
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    They brought a picnic hamperWe sat on the pineysmelling
    lakeporch, looked out at the lake, and
    nibbled sandwichesIt was past Labor Day by then,
    most of the floating toys put away for another
    yearThere was also a bottle of wine in the
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    hamper, but I only drank a littleOn top of the
    pain medication, alcohol hit me hard; a single
    beer could turn me into a slurring drunkThe
    girls - the young women - finished the rest
    between them, and it loosened them upMelinda,
    back from France for the second time since chanel vintage my
    argument with the crane and not happy about it,
    asked me if all adults in their fifties had these
    unpleasant regressive interludes, did she have
    that to look forward toIlse, the younger, began
    to cry, leaned against me, and asked why it
    couldn't be like it was, why couldn't we - meaning
    her mother and me - be like we wereLin told her
    this wasn't the time for Illy's patented Baby Act,
    and Illy gave her the finger
    Lin's temper and Ilse's tears weren't pleasant,
    but they were honest, and as familiar to me as the
    mole on old omega Ilse's chin or the faint vertical frownline,
    which in time would deepen into a groove,
    between Lin's eyes
    Linnie wanted to know what I was going to do, and
    I told her I didn't knowI'd come a long distance
    toward deciding to end my own life, but I knew
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    that if I did it, it must absolutely look like an
    accidentI would not leave these two young women,
    just starting out in their lives, carrying the
    residual guilt of their father's suicideNor
    would I leave a load of guilt behind for the woman
    with whom I had once prada tote bag shared a milkshake in bed,
    both of us naked and laughing and listening to the
    Plastic Ono Band on the stereo
    After they'd had a chance to vent - after a full
    and complete exchange of feelings, in DrKamenspeak
    - my memory is that we had a pleasant
    afternoon, looking at old photo albums and
    reminiscing about the pastI think we even
    laughed some more, but not all memories of my
    other life are to be trustedWireman says when it
    comes to the past, we all stack the deck
    Ilse wanted us all to go out to dinner, but Lin
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    it closed, and I said I didn't feel much like
    hobbling anywhere; I thought I'd read a few
    chapters of the latest John Sandford and then go
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    then left
    24
    Two minutes later, Ilse came back"I told Linnie
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    "I take it you didn't," I saidDaddy, would you ever hurt Mom? I mean, now?
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    Friday, December 17th, 2010
    10:25 am
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    Was it?
    What do you mean?
    What does he see when he looks at us? His family, put back together?
    Isn't it? Sort of?
    With the one unwelcome addition
    But better than it was yesterday
    I guess…
    I know,she admitted'm glad Jared knows I'm here… but I still don't like him touching you
    And I like it too muchy face tingled where Jared's fingers had brushed itOr, at least, I know Ishouldn't
    Jamie wasn't the only one watching
    Jeb was curious, that little smile gathering up the corners of his beard
    Sharon and Maggie watched with fire in their eyesTheir expressions were so much the same
    that the youthful skin and bright hair did nothing to make Sharon look younger than her grizzled
    motherHis eyes were tight, and he seemed on the verge of coming to protect me
    againTo make sure Jared wasn't upsetting meI smiled, to reassure himHe didn't smile back,
    but he took a deep breath
    I don't think that's why he's worried,Mel said
    “Are you listening to her now?” Jared was on his feet but still watching my face
    His question distracted me before I could ask her what she meant
    “What's she saying?”
    “We're noticing what the others think of your… change of heart I nodded toward Melanie's
    aunt and cousinThey turned their backs on me in synchronization
    “Tough nuts,” he acknowledged
    “Fine, then,” Kyle boomed, turning his body toward the ball that sat under the brightest spot of
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    Saturday, December 11th, 2010
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    Goldstein looked up, and smiled diffidently"Well, thanks, but I'm writing a letter to my wife now His voice was mild, but it had an expectant fearful quality in it as if he knew he would be abused
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    Friday, December 10th, 2010
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    else
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    rank
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    the Yankee! But there was no weapon in the houseShe ransacked
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    size of the man and the unearthly glint of moonlight in his inhumanly
    black eyesYes, she'd remind him that she and Scarlett were two
    women
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    to the piazza outside our rooms!" Scarlett clutched MrsButler's
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    Tuesday, December 7th, 2010
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    “Don’t bother to look for your gun,” said Bourne“I removed it from the very expensive belt
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    Robert Ludlum ?? THE BOURNE ULTIMATUM
    278
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    Monday, December 6th, 2010
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    "Assuming your wife's looking for someone to
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    366
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    Saturday, December 4th, 2010
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    After reattaching the tarps when we reached the wash, Jared took over the drivingThe way
    was familiar to him, and he drove faster than I would haveHe had me get out before he pulled
    the car into its impossibly small hiding place under the rock slideI waited for the sound of rock
    against metal, but Jared found a way in
    And then we were back in the jeep and flying through the nightJared laughed, triumphant, as
    we jolted across the open desert, and the wind carried his voice away
    “Where's the blindfold?” I asked
    “Why?”
    I looked at him
    “Wanda, if you wanted to turn us in, you had your chanceNo one can deny that you're one of
    us now
    I thought about that“I think some still couldIt would make them feel better
    “Yoursome need to get over themselves
    I was shaking my head now, picturing our reception“It's not going to be easy, getting back in
    Imagine what they're thinking right nowWhat they're waiting for…”
    He didn't answer
    “Jared… if they… if they don't listen… if they don't wait…” I started talking faster, feeling a
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    “Hey, hey! You're going to be the one giving the directions
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